By Max Gayler
Dec 20, 2017 8:54
Speaking to Murray Macleod about the journey he's had the past couple of year, it helps explain why the three singles The Xcerts have released from their upcoming album have been soaked in happy-go-lucky love-lust. "It's been hard on the heart", he recalls. The aptly named 'Hold On To Your Heart' is due out at the start of 2018 and after their haunting previous album, 'There Is Only You', the Brighton-based nostalgia lovers are bringing out the hopeless romanticism in our cold, worn hearts.
Speaking over the phone only a few days before they head out on tour with Nothing But Thieves through Europe, Murray is trying to keep his feet on the ground after coming off the most successful headline tour the band have ever embarked on. “Our biggest headline show to date was in Glasgow, and we sold that out. Then we played London and we almost sold out a 1,100 capacity room. That whole tour felt like this is all definitely happening. It was nice not to worry about ticket sales.”
After the undeniable success of ‘There Is Only You’, you’d think the band would be expected to fill out rooms like Scala with no problem, but The Xcerts’ trajectory has been opposed by an industry refusing to accommodate a band trying to retain total control.
The band’s debut, ‘In The Cold Wind We Smile’, saw a homegrown attempt at arena songs inspired by the romantic mundanity of small-town coming of age and was met with a positive response. The follow up to this was ‘Scatterbrain’, described by the band as a ‘Marmite record’. Twisted and cold, the album confused fans and labels who struggled to pigeonhole the band. “While touring ‘In The Cold Wind We Smile’, we never played big venues so that affected our songwriting. Then when we got bigger slots, we started to see that certain songs didn’t carry in these big rooms. ‘There Is Only You’, was a slight reaction to that. I feel like somewhere within us we were asking ourselves what works in the big rooms? Because that’s where we want to be.”
“We’re a really organic band, we’re not calculated people. We’re full of fire and hunger and vision. We wrote those songs for ‘Scatterbrain’ because those are the songs that were in us at the time. I hear so much trivial stuff from bands. To me, rock and roll isn’t rocket science. You write the songs, you record them and make them as great as possible. Records are a snapshot in time and of course, we’re proud of ‘Scatterbrain’. Every song we’ve ever written has led to where we are now.”
The five-year relationship that fell apart during the making of ‘There Is Only You’ turned the record into a hopeless love letter to a dark and difficult time. The events that followed tested Murray’s perseverance and strength to create the band’s most focused record yet.
“‘Hold On To Your Heart’ was actually formed from a way darker time than ‘There Is Only You’. Basically, we had to make this album. For the longest time, going into the practice room with my boys was my safe space – a place to have and create. It’s where I’d completely forget the outside. Obviously, halfway through the making of ‘There Is Only You’ my five-year relationship ended. During the months after the record, I lost my grandmother and one of my best friends.”
The death of ex-Architects guitarist Tom Searle after a long battle with melanoma in August 2016 left Murray at a loss. The two had gone to college together and stayed close friends through the success of both bands. Murray paid his respects by covering ‘Gone With the Wind‘ to raise money for Martlet’s Hospice where Tom was cared for. “It was a deep depression that I’ve never had to deal with before in my life.” Murray continues, trying to maintain a positive tone. “I was completely miserable in my day-to-day. I just wasn’t living, I wasn’t a human being, I was like a shell. So, I was now walking to the practice room miserable, playing miserable and leaving miserable. I just wrote miserable songs and it was horrible. It affected practice too. I was being horrible to the guys, I was treating them really badly, just trying to find a scapegoat for all this anger and confusion that I was dealing with. Basically, I was in this tiny flat, covered in mold and just surrounded myself with darkness. I was getting smothered with love from all angles and it just made me realise I had to force myself out of this position.”